Nascentes Morimur --from the moment we are born, we die
September 17, 2004 Friday 9:08 AM
Last night:
I went out for a drink because I was feeling so bummed from a tough day. Things at the office got me in a short fuse (the PC at my work station would just boot but wont go to the logon interface…I only get a blackscreen and a fuckin mouse pointer which I can move to my hearts content). Things didn’t get any better either when I got home! Oh the nagging! My mom (though how much I love her) is the divine queen of the nags! (does that make me royalty?) She could nag 50,000 unpleasants in 3 minutes under!...So as it went on like nothing could go any more wrong than it has, I got a call from someone that I didn’t wanna be bothered with! Aaaaaargh! She wanted to hook up for a stand, and I didn’t want to! Call me a traitor to the male species (and i am not gay ayt?), but I really didn’t want to go for it! First of all, I do not love her! I love a fruit called painapple (and yes, she can be really fruity an a pain in the arse, haha). Second is, I don’t think I will really be “up” for a “stand” considering a terrible day that I was having. But I still needed a drink badly so I still went to the only place I go to when I wanna drink, even though I know that there’s a big possibility I could chance upon ms. X’mas fling there. So I called up my buddy tang’s (aka tange, Tanya, prospected bassist for a band named PUTAKTE and demented rakista who's afraid of beetles) to keep me company with her cousins so as not to give an opening for any chance to go for a stand tonight. But what really saved my day was that I saw painapple! I was wearing that silly grin that I have everytime I talk or text her or just plainly think about her. She walked into the bar and I got that slow motion thingie I get everytime I see her (they say it only happens when you are inlove with that person). And after that, things went on fast forward coz I saw her brothers and her mum with a bunch of the beautiful people of zamboanga. The thing is, that night, I was the one afraid for her (coz she can’t really see me and be with me coz of my future in-law, dada nonoy) that when she came up to me and said “hi”, all I that came out of me was a constipated “oi”, and I wasn’t even able to look at her! God that was the most stupidest thing that ever came out of me! But she did come up to me, and I was somehow both scared for her and happy that my painapple was not that afraid at that time (coz she’s always afraid y’know). I wonder what she had at the party that she attended, she should eat more of those :p haha…so I spent the night enjoying my beer, laughing with tange, and smelling my painapple in the air like Christmas! I couldn’t turn my head to get a glimpse of her (and no, I don’t have a stiff neck as tange what was teasing me) that often coz her brothers might suspect something (now I’m the one being paranoid instead of her)… so after getting my beer buzz for the night, I hurried home, drove passed by painapple’s house just in case I get to have a glimpse of her from the windows (hopefully naked :p haha)..and then we talked over the line for a long time til the wee hours of the morning (which was a rare case nowadays since dada nonoy kinda found out about things), and the best-est-est-est part of all, she said “I love you”! three times!!! (now that’s a rare thing) and she said something which was a first and hopefully not the last as she said it will be) hehe…but I dozed off on her before i found out that she said that, and I woke up feeling pissed at myself for not being up on that moment (and it was a moment!) but at the same time waking up to layers and layers of cloud nines…
This morning:
Today will be the beginning of my series of first days…today I will write a complete unadulterated account of my days…I have to get rid of my fundamental ability to be loathsome…after all, wanting to die is a reason to live ;)
Last night:
I went out for a drink because I was feeling so bummed from a tough day. Things at the office got me in a short fuse (the PC at my work station would just boot but wont go to the logon interface…I only get a blackscreen and a fuckin mouse pointer which I can move to my hearts content). Things didn’t get any better either when I got home! Oh the nagging! My mom (though how much I love her) is the divine queen of the nags! (does that make me royalty?) She could nag 50,000 unpleasants in 3 minutes under!...So as it went on like nothing could go any more wrong than it has, I got a call from someone that I didn’t wanna be bothered with! Aaaaaargh! She wanted to hook up for a stand, and I didn’t want to! Call me a traitor to the male species (and i am not gay ayt?), but I really didn’t want to go for it! First of all, I do not love her! I love a fruit called painapple (and yes, she can be really fruity an a pain in the arse, haha). Second is, I don’t think I will really be “up” for a “stand” considering a terrible day that I was having. But I still needed a drink badly so I still went to the only place I go to when I wanna drink, even though I know that there’s a big possibility I could chance upon ms. X’mas fling there. So I called up my buddy tang’s (aka tange, Tanya, prospected bassist for a band named PUTAKTE and demented rakista who's afraid of beetles) to keep me company with her cousins so as not to give an opening for any chance to go for a stand tonight. But what really saved my day was that I saw painapple! I was wearing that silly grin that I have everytime I talk or text her or just plainly think about her. She walked into the bar and I got that slow motion thingie I get everytime I see her (they say it only happens when you are inlove with that person). And after that, things went on fast forward coz I saw her brothers and her mum with a bunch of the beautiful people of zamboanga. The thing is, that night, I was the one afraid for her (coz she can’t really see me and be with me coz of my future in-law, dada nonoy) that when she came up to me and said “hi”, all I that came out of me was a constipated “oi”, and I wasn’t even able to look at her! God that was the most stupidest thing that ever came out of me! But she did come up to me, and I was somehow both scared for her and happy that my painapple was not that afraid at that time (coz she’s always afraid y’know). I wonder what she had at the party that she attended, she should eat more of those :p haha…so I spent the night enjoying my beer, laughing with tange, and smelling my painapple in the air like Christmas! I couldn’t turn my head to get a glimpse of her (and no, I don’t have a stiff neck as tange what was teasing me) that often coz her brothers might suspect something (now I’m the one being paranoid instead of her)… so after getting my beer buzz for the night, I hurried home, drove passed by painapple’s house just in case I get to have a glimpse of her from the windows (hopefully naked :p haha)..and then we talked over the line for a long time til the wee hours of the morning (which was a rare case nowadays since dada nonoy kinda found out about things), and the best-est-est-est part of all, she said “I love you”! three times!!! (now that’s a rare thing) and she said something which was a first and hopefully not the last as she said it will be) hehe…but I dozed off on her before i found out that she said that, and I woke up feeling pissed at myself for not being up on that moment (and it was a moment!) but at the same time waking up to layers and layers of cloud nines…
This morning:
Today will be the beginning of my series of first days…today I will write a complete unadulterated account of my days…I have to get rid of my fundamental ability to be loathsome…after all, wanting to die is a reason to live ;)
posted by jeezus krieste at 7:27 PM
1 Comments:
I see you deleted all your last posts! Anyway, am so glad you feel like giving life another chance now. Mabuhay si pineapple :D
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